So this was the very first song where I put my own words to one of my very favorite Taylor Swift songs, My Tears Ricochet. I know there was a writing that I took inspo from for this song, but I cannot fucking find it. When I do, I'll update it here. But alas, here is the song anyways.

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My Fears Ricochet

It started here, you slipped up,

Keeping me far too close.

And I had no choices, you took away all of those too.

Made me laugh so I wouldn't cry, it made me die inside,

but you always revived me.

I know I loathed you, I swear I loathed you, it made me fade away.

I didn't know it was gonna be a race,

and now life was happening at a lightning pace.

And if you hadn't shown me that other face, and early grave,

look at how my fears ricochet.

I brought you proof, hoping you'd see what I mean.

You said honey, I really don't see anything.

I didn't have to hold you, but I chose to,

now it dies in me.

The plan you ingrained, would remain, in entirety.

I didn't know it was gonna be a race,

now life was happening at a lightning pace.

And if you hadn't shown me that other face,

an early grave, I might've caved,

Look at how my fears ricochet.

And I can be anyone I want, anyone I want,

Just not me.

And you can blame me for it, I don't mind.

But your toll will not ever be free.

And you still beg me for (your scathing alibi)

So you can hide who you are (right in front of our eyes)

I didn't know it was gonna be a race,

So it cost my soul everything being brave.

I had to dig a hole, that was relly meant for two,

Borderline clues, outlined your rules.

You could've been anywhere.

And earthquakes are tame, while your lost in the pain,

I wish you were never here.

Borderline clues, outlined your rules,

Look at how my fears ricochet.

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Hope you liked it and if you didn't, fuck you.

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Ok cool. Byyeeeeeee